Only in that perfect world will she share my hand

pinky clenched pinky

set free from overly jealous homies

and hoodrat reverse over-the-shoulder look-backs

middle-finger retaliation and smirks....take that



free from fear that ya next-man

wont try to grab at ya bun's left hand

cause 50/50's turn into 75/25's then into 100's w/o remorse or regret

but problems can be taken care of in a drop of a dimeno sweat

the dagger of guilt appeared in your hand at your request but

to stab yaself is your own doing

yah life in this sick tight circle is temporarily ruined

Respect lost at the discounted cost of a girl won.... but not for long



only in that perfect will they truly understand

our differences amongst other men

she is world and i am butterfly

exploration and torment wrapped in odd pleasure

with a note that reads Best used by 12-31 whener the fuck sounds better



only in that perfect world

will she realize that the memories that matter

werent the birthdays or anniversaries and special events amongst others

i think of times when her feet kicked mine in shallow crab infested Beach water

and all we had was one another



Her head resting on my shoulder waitin on departing trains and staring at friendly faces

to us breakin into haunted ships clips of sidewalk chalk and longbeach artwalks

amongst other places

cooking pad thai with her mom & my homie Bong and her sweet voice says, "come here, taste this!"

Goodness gracious, from her hips to her lips skin touched by sunshine, baby be mine, and i will never erase this spiritual emotional rollercoaster siamese tropical oasis



tongues burned by these words yet i will openly think thoughts of her

shes on my mind this time and i will gladly wishing-well toss a thousand dimes

pennies, nickels, wish-jacking mental crimes

hold my breath under every tunnel till she's mine

but not



though i love fact that she's all that when it comes to intelligent non-focused world embracing face to face middle finger facin space invadin finger paintin canvas sidewalk mohalk taintin cultural enhancement teacher amongst all that is positive crashin and smashin through her being onto a standless canvas portrait of art....



she is the only girl that i couldnt live without

vut for the sake of this Perfect World, we have no choice.......

But to stay apart....!